Friday, January 8, 2010
Human got angry cause of many different things happen
As for me I don't get angry easily
Some might say i have no guts to get angry
Well what's the real reason i can't say anything
I can't control what you people think
I always controlled my anger
So far no one around me has seen me get really angry
So i guess i can control it pretty well
Only i know what would i do when i get relly angry
Cause that time no one was at home
I usually don't vent my anger straight on that person or others
But i do have my limits
I won't say what's my limits here of cause
As some people would "accidentally" or by "coincidence"
Try out my limit
When you got over my limit i also don't know what would i do
Just now got a feeling that i'm gonna explode anytime
It's feels terrible when i don't know where to vent out
So i decided to go out for a walk alone
It really calms me down quite alot
Another good point of being alone
That is don't have to be afraid that would suddenly vent all anger out at others
And it really calms me down faster too
After that came home and complain to someone on phone
All anger GONE
I know that keep controlling anger is not a very good choice
It's not good
But at least it's better than being guilty
Have you been guilty for something before
I did
I won't say for what thing i got guilty
But it's really terrible
I can't sleep
I blame myself
So i won't let anger take over my brain
For the time being
Future i don't know
Nothing can be said beforehand
Cause future nobody knows
Can have a planning but planning can change as times goes by
Everything can change even human
I know i'm changing
Good or Bad
You can say what you want
I only choose things that is good for me

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